grief – Adventures of Life, Death, Love & Light

I Hate That…

Tonight was a mother f*%^ing sh*tshow.

Charlie got to be pitcher & I wish I could tell you…

Tonight, my youngest, Charlie, got to be pitcher. This is something he has been itching to do and talking about non-stop for two weeks. I quickly grabbed my phone & started snapping pictures. Without thinking I thought, “I can’t wait to send these to Jess. He’s going to be so excited!!” Then it hit me.Continue reading “Charlie got to be pitcher & I wish I could tell you…”

Duality

DUALITY — When 2 opposite things can be true at the exact same time.

Today, I did NOT apologize for the state of my house & that’s a pretty big deal.

Normalize not apologizing every time someone comes over!!!

ThAnK YoU ❤️

Care for me & my boys. That was the plan. Protect them. Be there for them.

#itsthelittlethings

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I Hate It

I Hate it. I LoVe YoU.

Rules of Grieving — Wait; WhAt?!?

Spoiler Alert—- this post contains spoilers for Grey’s Anatomy. Specifically seasons 11/12. Do not read if you do not want to know what happens!!!

Situation

Merriam Webster: “circumstances at a certain moment : a critical, trying, or unusual state of affairs : PROBLEM” “An example of situation is having to decide between two jobs.” ~yourdictionary.com My children and I are not a “situation” For you to come at me with “what a horrible situation you are in” is Incredibly Insulting.Continue reading “Situation”

Alone

3/20/2020 I’m fucking terrified. I have never felt more helpless than now. The world hasn’t gone crazy yet, but I feel like every day we inch closer to shit hitting the fan. My kids are the most important and I am the Only One who thinks that. If you were here, you would protect themContinue reading “Alone”