motherhood – Adventures of Life, Death, Love & Light

I Hate That…

Tonight was a mother f*%^ing sh*tshow.

Charlie got to be pitcher & I wish I could tell you…

Tonight, my youngest, Charlie, got to be pitcher. This is something he has been itching to do and talking about non-stop for two weeks. I quickly grabbed my phone & started snapping pictures. Without thinking I thought, “I can’t wait to send these to Jess. He’s going to be so excited!!” Then it hit me.Continue reading “Charlie got to be pitcher & I wish I could tell you…”

Alone

3/20/2020 I’m fucking terrified. I have never felt more helpless than now. The world hasn’t gone crazy yet, but I feel like every day we inch closer to shit hitting the fan. My kids are the most important and I am the Only One who thinks that. If you were here, you would protect themContinue reading “Alone”

Tag, You’re It

I hope one day they realize everything I do is for them. Every decision I make. Every action I take. All I want is for them to grow into their best selves and become happy humans who help others through serving and love. 💗

So Damn Happy

Over the years, she tightened her circle. Only the strong and caring survived. She had been broken over and over and had to re-fix herself so many times. She had given so many people so many chances. She would put up that wall when the trust was broken, then, with time, the wall came down.Continue reading “So Damn Happy”