I Hate It

I hate that I have no one here to help when I get so frustrated & my tv won’t work.

I hate that I have no help putting the kids to bed any of the nights.

I hate that I am always in charge of dinner.

I hate that I am the only person to get the kids up & to school on time.

I hate that I have to do all the laundry all of the time beginning to end.

I hate that I have to get my own food if I’m hungry.

I hate that in order to ensure I have a working vehicle at all times I have to have a back up vehicle.

I hate that when I’m comfy & thirsty I have to give one up to get another.

I hate that I have to answer questions like, “What kind of things are you now missing because he is gone?”

I hate that you have to communicate with us via electronics & dreams.

I hate that I cannot hear your laugh in real time.

I hate that I will forever be our kids’ #1 fan with no contest.

I hate that I can’t share new movies or TV shows with you.

I hate that I am constantly in situations where I know if you were here you would handle immediately & easily.

I hate that almost every relationship I had with those who knew you has changed and most not for the better.

I hate that I can’t get your opinion on the current U.S. climate.

I hate that I am the only person who can fight for you/us.

I Hate It.

I hate that you Died.

I hate that you’re Gone.

I hate that you’re Never coming back.

I hate that our kids will grow up Without Their Dad.

I hate that I can’t change things.

I Hate that I will always Miss you.

I Hate that I will always Love you.

I Hate that on the worst days it makes me Hate the World.

I Hate It.

I LoVe YoU.

MAKE GOOD CHOICES.

~Love & Light, Sarah

Published by SarahV

Life blog about me aiming to help anyone I can. I am 34, a mother of 3 boys, a widow, a lover, a peace seeker, a Soulrocker, an Auburn fan (War Eagle), a Yankees & Packers fan, a free spirit, an adventurer & so many other things. Some say I also have hippie tendencies. I hope I can spread love & light & help anyone who may find themselves in a situation I have been in before or am in now. I am always trying to better myself & follow my HeArT.

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