I feel like I'm on a ride that won’t stop I want to get off I know how it ends... In tragedy I’m begging and pleading to get off No one responds I must keep going I count down the days Pay attention to the dates The last time I saw him I still remember I rushed out the door I had an appointment I leaned over and gave him a half hug and a kiss on the cheek He was wearing his leather coat and beanie Cuddling with our youngest as they watched TV His Face. His Smell. His Voice - “Have a good day” The last time the boys saw their dad I was mad He was late and didn’t let me know We had people to see and places to go No matter how hard I try to stop this course The end result remains the same The anticipation is driving me insane Can we fast forward time just a little bit? I sit and I wait Counting the days Wishing I could change fate I keep asking to get off But no one responds Everyone is busy Life must go on
MAKE GOOD CHOICES.
~Love & Light, Sarah